My life is all the same
Sitting at the top of these stairs
Afraid to join the party
Afraid to go back inside
The fear of social interaction
The fear of being alone
Watching the ongoing
Of other people's lives
Looking through the window of desperation
Hiding behind the cigarette of false hope
Fake confidence
Hide the pain in a bowl
Light it up
Inhale the memories
Breathe out silent screams
A mask like no other
Don't you date shed a tear
The dark hides my face
Makeup hides the truth
The sleepless nights
Laying beside you this morning
In the messed up sweaty sheets
A night fulfilled
A dream long ago given over
A hotel bed
So symbolic
A night
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